pero sa naging first love ko dati nung nagbreak kami ala ako song dun.. wehehe! pero ouch sobra, ang ginawa ko noon nagbf ng di mahal, wahaha!

tapos nung 4th yr ako, sa first kiss ko ala din ako song... wehehe

dun sa naging last dun ako nagkasong... ung ex ko pa mismo nagbigay ng idea.. wehehe!

but you know what? okay lang sakin masaktan.. weird? alam ko kc na in some cases di maiiwasan un. masarap din kc ung feeling na after mu masaktan, marerealize mu na kaya mu parin pala. makes me proud of myself..

Yeah. What can't kill you would only make you stronger. its da shiet.

Yun nga lang pag naririnig ko ung kanta na yan palagi ko naalala.

TAMIA LYRICS

"Smile"

sometimes i sit at home and
wonder how it be if he had loved me truely loved me yes,
i learned
Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
and so i go around and just pretend love
Is not for me i play the circus clown around my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, Lord know its killing me
[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok
im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
cuz im dyin inside with my pride and
a smile on my
Face...on my face singing,
la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin he might call me but he dont call me but then i
Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me not like me, and so i go around with my head
Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around with all my friends im into other things cuz
U never let them see u sweat dont want them to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing
Me

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face oooh

Its not easy (thing to do) sometimes its hard to (face the truth) its not the life that i
Would choose but what else can i do if he dont love me no if he dont want me im not about to
Sit around let myself go (gooooo)

[Chorus:]
So i put on my make up put a smile on my face and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
Face...on my face singing, la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa ill keep singing la la la-la la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
Laaaa

The Art of Letting Go

Put away the pictures.
Put away the memories.
I put over and over
Through my tears
I've held them till I'm blind
They kept my hope alive
As if somehow that I'd keep you here
Once you believed in a love forever more?
How do you leave it in a drawer?

Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

Try to say it's over
Say the word goodbye.
But each time it catches in my throat
Your still here in me
And I can't set you free
So I hold on to what I wanted most
Maybe someday we'll be friend's forever moreWish I could open up that door


Now here it comes, the hardest part of all
Unchain my heart that's holding on
How do I start to live my life alone?
Guess I'm just learning,
Learning the art of letting go

Watching us fade
What can I do?
But try to make it through
the pain of one more day
Without you

Where do I start, to live my life alone?
I guess I'm learning, only learning,
Learning the art of letting go.

moving on song.. sa mga moments na depressed ako dahil sa break-up..

korak.. after ng iyak, stand up ulit and sabay sabi i'll be alright by tom, i hope so... wehehe tapos magpapakabusy para makatulong makapag-move on